I SAW THIS ON TUMBLR AND I CRIED. :’(
ME: God, I’ll be honest with you. Many times I feel totally unworthy of Your love. There are these days that no matter how hard I work, I still feel unproductive. Oftentimes, I will use my laughter to hide my pains. Whenever I close my eyes at night, all i can see are my past sins, my shameful life, mydisappointments, the carelessness of my words and actions. I feel so far from You. I can’t even let go of my selfish ambitions in life and my prideful heart. I have a difficult time in forgiving those who have hurt me and still hurting me. I am angry and being impatient with these people. I let these temptations crawl over me again and again. There are days I am afraid to share my faith or belief to others. I let the words of others destroy me instead of listening on what You have to say. My body isweakening. And my mind is tired. So tired of the thoughts like “You do not deserve to be loved; You are causing too much pain to the lives of those that are around you; You are absolutely a burden!” These are lies. I know that! But I still let these thoughts consume me and I can’t do anything with it! :(
JESUS: Daughter, I just want to remind you that I am here for the exhausted. For the prideful.Selfish. Unproductive. Unlovable. Unforgiving. Hurtful. Afraid. Weak. Impatient. Can’t you see?I am here for you. I didn’t came for the perfect. I came for a sinner like you. I am all you need. I so love you that I can turn your weariness into strength. Your fear into courage. Your disappointment into hope. I can heal your bleeding heart. You can find rest in my arms. I can remove your heart of stone if you will just let me. Can’t you still see? I can be everything you can’t be! So give it all to me. You need a Savior! Now, do not be ashamed of your bad works. Because I do not care about your past mistakes. I am here to love you completely!
Rexjean: I fail You again! :(
Jesus: I LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME.
There are times where all I can see is my brokenness, my sins, my failures. And I just don’t understand why I still fail Him. :( I don’t wanna hurt His heart again but I still do. :( But look what He answered. :( “I do not care about your past mistakes. I am here to love you completely.” He will always restore you. He will always give you a renewed heart. He will always heal your broken heart. He will always fill up what is empty in you. :’)
I AM NOW FILLED UP AGAIN SO MUCH WITH HIS LOVE! IT’S OVERFLOWING! :’) ♥
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The pull of the world is so strong. Sometimes, I want to fit in so badly. I want to be like everyone else, look like everyone else, act like everyone else. God, help me to remember that I am called out. I am different. I am unique. You do not want me to be like everyone else. Lord, when the pull…